A Bullying Story?

I hate school , not because of teachers, studies,homeworks but because of people , it's like that since middle school ,some people don't like me , they told me " You are ugly", "OMG You are squint" or they looked at me and laught at me. At school I have never had many friends . I just don't interest people .

Since middle school i tell to myself " Things gonna change " "Im gonna be stronger" but now i'm 17 and nothing has to change . Last year was the baddest year of my school life because i had repeat years ( 2 times) and my friends passed in high School so i was alone and people was too bad with me because i was the oldest ,they was like" OMG YOU ARE SO RETARDED " I cried EVERYDAY because i missed my friends and because i told to myself " Look at you , You are suck ! Shame on you" things like that .It was horrible 

Now Im in high school , At the beginning its was like middle school ( Because of my age) and now i have 1 firend , she is 16 ,she is funny and nice with me but something she is like the other , no personality , they are all the same , They can't see the beauty EVERYWHERE, they act like kids , they are immature and I feel really alone .

During Winter Break i was thinking about MYSELF , and my revolutions for this year , it's all about myself 

I'm too caring with everyone , I want to live for MYSELF 

So remember : You are Beautiful and live for Yourself <3 Majda